Saturday, August 09, 2003 @12:39 PM
sometimes i wonder why people always contradict themselves and are such hyocrites. "i hope we still can be friends" yes. VERY friends. all they do is to keep guessing. and damn their usage of vulgarities. calling ppl "bitchy" etc. damn those people who keep thinking that they are so righteous and that the whole world is with them. and that every action they have done was ever so justified. hypocrites! hypocrites! go live in your own world! and NEVER come back to reality! not like i give a damn about u guys! i wonder why people go onto the wrong path even though they're conscious of the consequences. the human race is complicated. esp the relationships involved. complex and terribly incoherent.
sorry for the above outburst. can't help myself. anyway, today i went to eat lunch wif Shaun at Ponderosa! we had the buffet at half price cos his dad owns tt place! damn cool! met up wif Shaun cos he's leaving for Boston on the 19th. 19 august. wish him all the best in his studies over there! he'll be there got 4 yrs!
then went to esplanade to study with emerald and boon hua. wasn't very productive but did some discussions on some hist essay qns which kinda set my mind back to work. people who tried to be inconspicuous didn't exactly succeed. guess they were just too damn obvious and were trying too hard. i'm sorry u failed in hiding! muahahah.. ( i usually don't laugh like that.. just felt like doing so) though my eyes are big, they might not be very sharp but my other friends have got sharp eyes! =)
by the way, i'm pretty touched at wat wonderful friends i've got and how much concern they're showing me. thanks guys! u know who u are.. so ya.. thanks a million.
prelims are up in a week. feeling worried, but not that stressed. and i'm spotting questions like nobody's business. i pray that all will be well. ok, back to doing essays. motivating myself to do 3 essays for Charles. spking of Charles, if only people were as kind and as giving as Charles. the world would be a much much better place.
take care everyone!
(by the way, this was written y'day, just that blogger refused to publish it..)
