Sunday, August 10, 2003 @12:09 AM

You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a
saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
from Heaven.
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Music, the greatest good that mortals know, And all of heaven we have below.
--Joseph Addison
(sorrie for the third entry of the day... just can't help myself!)
this is kind of a reflection thing to me.
i must say life has been good to me. true colours are finally shown. the good and the bad.
it's amazing how some people deceive themselves that they have been the almighty angel who has been doing everything that's justified and morally right. they even think that they're a blessing to the world. i seriously wonder how they do that despite knowing that they have been a pest to the human kind. or maybe they just do not know. Live in their own world i say, remain in your realm of the topsy turvy, where you turn everything to your favour. Never come back to reality, because you are not ready nor are you willing to accept the truth. the truth is that you have never made the world a better place no matter how accomodating others are. the fact is how contradicting you always are to yourself. irony centralises in your life. and paradoxes are placed second. which is pretty sad. i'm sorry to remind you of that. the world is indeed unfair and unjust. but that's life. and your pure existence doesn't exactly make the world a better place. well, credit has to be given to you that you shown us what man can truly be capable of. things that have never ever crossed my mind. maybe i was too naive and innocent. i have been. Thank God i've learnt my lesson. taking responsibilities of your own actions is not an easy task. however, i feel that one shouldn't proclaim that statement if he/she doesn't mean it. life's full of paradoxes. especially yours. i mourn for you. i pray for the day you recieve enlightenment. seriously, i'll pray for God's grace to be blessed upon you.
And though you might say these nasty things, being a child of God, i'll still forgive you.
as said in the bible. "forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sinned against us."
2003 has been a great year for me so far, with my string ensemble performing at the esplanade to a full house and also clinching their first ever GOLD award! and the wonderful juniors God had blessed me with. they're so sweet! i love u guys! Also, my friends who have been so delightful and so true to me. i wouldn't have survived without all your concern. teachers have been an inspirational lot too! my class teacher, for whom without his little motivations, i wouldn't be inspired to work hard. also, all the subject teachers who have been kind to me! Also, my wonderful classmates who're so competitive and has gotten me into the studying mood. u guys rock! we really know how to play hard and study hard huh? i love u guys too! everyone out there who has in some way or another, crossed the path of my life, you have left something significant in me. good or bad memories, it doesn't really matter. as long as you have taught me something about life. i thank all who have truly played a part in creating who i am today.
all i want to think about now is to study hard and to excel in my As, which i WILL.
and also attain something meaningful in the music scene.
"Music creates order out of chaos: for rhythm imposes unanimity upon the divergent, melody imposes continuity upon the disjointed, and harmony imposes compatibility upon the incongruous."
--Yehudi Menuhin
Thank God for all his blessings unto me this yr. May Father in heaven continue to bless all on Earth.