Monday, March 15, 2004 @12:10 AM
Some people get it good, some people don't. And what's that supposed to mean? It's life. Some people get everywhere even though their grades suck. Why? Because they've got backings everywhere. But so what? Not like we have a say in how things work. That's life. God always has a will. Something for everyone of us, of which I firmly believe it's true.
But, the world's still unfair. Then again, it's up to your own perceptions. "Just let it go," people always say. It doesn't really help because I still feel disgruntled when I hear about unfair treatment, or rather, what I perceive to be unfair treatment. It's sad that the world has to work in this manner. But it is a fact.
I don't care. Or so I say I don't. Well, not like it matters. Sometimes it's good when you just think about yourself and not give a darn about other people. Simply because it's your life. What am I going to do with MY life? Sometimes I feel that I'm just not grabbing every single oppurtunity that's staring straight in my face. Why? Because I can't seem to eat humble pie and go for it. Because I didn't get straight As though my grades are still pretty presentable. Because I think I'm overestimating myself by applying for going for something that's considered quite prestigious. It's difficult to just heck everything and go for it. However, miraculously, I seem to have plucked up some courage and go for it. Whether I get it or not is another matter. But the feeling of going all out for it gives me a sense of satisfaction in many ways. And I'm happy. =)
It's finally the school hols and my kids want a retest for their previous history test. Sometimes I really think I'm too nice. Therefore, I'm going back to school unpaid to give them the stupid retest simply because they did not study. Well, I'm just too nice.
But I am looking forward to chilling out during this break! =)
"Not by might nor by power,
but by my Spirit," says the Lord Almighty --- Zechariah 4:6b
