Wednesday, August 20, 2003 @1:05 AM
MEP paper today was really bad. i though aural was ok until we started fighting over whether it was a horn or trumpet concerto. i say it's horn and so does the rest, other than one. and i think i'm right. or rather, we all hope that we're right. and, couldn't finish my 30 mark essays despite writing 4 sides and 6 sides. like what's new? i still don't get how our seniors can finish the whole entire paper within that 2 and a half hours. leonard makes it sound possible with lots of practice. well, i should think so. so basically, what people do is that they regurgitate everything? i must say i hate that kind of studying. but i guess we have to be exam smart don't we? was aiming a triple C even though my teacher targeted a triple B for me. sigh. wonder if i'll still be able to reach that triple C. probably not. as they always say, peak during your As, not prelims. i'm trying to look on the brighter side. the whole entire MEP class was so depressed and zonked out after the paper. i was totally zombified. especially after two hard core essay papers in cosecutive days. Hist and MEP. i've only got 1/4 of ink left in my new pen. that's how much i wrote just in those 2 days. don't even bother counting how many trees we have killed.
i went to kino after my paper to look for the dictionary on literary terms. and bought like stupid study guides to study for my shakespeare. not like it'll help a lot, but it'll be good for crashing last minute stuff i think. the study guides probably won't help in the long run since Mrs Creffield will be back teaching us. she beats any study guide out there. and i think what i just said was an understatement.
then i came home and slept from 3 to 9pm. think my mom tried to wake me up for dinner but she failed. i was really zonked out. could hardly move. it's time for Dickens and Shakespeare. Cheerio!
"Nothing is as real as a dream. The world can change around you, but your dream will not. Responsibilities need not erase it. Duties need not obscure it. Because the dream is within you, no one can take it away."
