Wednesday, September 24, 2003 @7:01 PM
"If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost. That is where they should be. Now put the foundation under them."
--Henry David Thoreau
it has been more than a week. or more than 2 weeks? i lost track of time. 48 more days to A levels? i'm soooo screwed. didn't do well for prelims. passed everything, but not like low passes helped a great deal. only improvements in my GP though. since the highest grade in class was only a B4, i shan't complain. Overall, prelims really sucked. now, it's time to accept reality, so little time, yet so much to do.
i just so want to complete my MEP portfolios and settle it asap so that i can concentrate on my other subjects. this "lethargic" inertia in me is really bad. got to do more history essays! more lit essays! and get down to seeing teachers for consultation! i guess everything's up to us now. whether i want to help myself. based on my prelim results, i think it's "bye bye" to the music scholarship. morale's really low now. everything seems to be going off track. but i just got to keep it together. pull myself together and work harder. work harder?! i think that's an understatement. i've just got so much to do to achieve what i truly want to achieve. it's scary. Mrs Creff's scolding is kind of still ringing in my ears. think i'll have a nightmare tonight, of doing terribly for my As. =(
i so want to go for ashkenazy concert tomorrow, but i've got no tickets! unless someone wants to sponsor the 200 bucks ticket for me? but looking on the brighter side, i'll get to practise my piano for friday's recital.
the future seems so bleak. pull myself together and work harder!!!
"Nothing is as real as a dream. The world can change around you, but your dream will not. Responsibilities need not erase it. Duties need not obscure it. Because the dream is within you, no one can take it away."
