Sunday, October 09, 2005 @11:05 PM
UpsetIt's just kind of strange that I really am upset about stuff, but I don't want to show it for fear that it will snowball into something bad. But it really sucks to keep it all inside me. Really. It's like I want to be frank and vent it all out, but I'm afraid of it having negative effects. So everything is just kept within me. Seems like a vicious cycle.
It's just not helping that I'm sooo overstretched with schoolwork and other stuff. So I just try to immerse myself in all that. It just sucks when I have to hold back my tears in front of people. But I'm actually really broken inside. Actually, no, I shouldn't be. Time for devotion I guess. I'm praying it'll comfort me, make me feel better. And not be so upset anymore. Seems like God is the only true comfort that I can find.
By the way, I'm fine. Don't need to get all worried. Just upset for now. God comfort me.
