It's been a loooong, but enjoyable day. Maybe except for the time I broke down without knowing why. Shirley and Gail was saying there must be a reason for this, but I really do not know what. So on the way home I was just thinking to myself, what is it, God, that You want me to learn from this? Is there something You want to surface out of this? Because I'm someone who can't stop crying when I start. So it took me quite a while, to pull myself together. Thank God for Shirley and Jamey who was there to cheer me up! yay! :) Right now, still asking God what it is that He's telling me. It seems to me, the issue of letting go - as must as I want to serve as a leader, time doesn't permit me to do so. And Gail walked through some stuff with me about the non-negotiables, which is 1) Jon 2) Family 3) Church (which is very much the Japan trip) and of course, my DG. I guess God's placing my focus now on something else, on building me up even more. God's teaching me to listen to His heartbeat, to do the things He wants me to do, to be sensitive to His prompting. Thank you Gail, for taking the time out to listen to me, to allow me to pour out everything, even though at that time I didn't know why. Thank God for such dear brothers and sisters. (Really thank YOU, Shirley and Jamey for just being there to talk - like really just to talk.)
Had a crazy time during DG outing. Thank God for you girls, for cracking me up, despite an emotionally draining day. Really had very much fun talking about girls' stuff, just sharing with one another. =) I had a great time really, despite having to wait for our seats.
Overwhelmed with emotions, with peace that God has granted me, with love from brothers and sisters, and most of all, love from God.
